December 2011
I love meeting Germans, they’re always so interesting and nice.
I dont want to go home. its not like i have anything waiting there for me. anyone waiting there. here is the world and there is obligation. its peculiar, how things are. so many wasted hours for the sake of what? Comfort? i never want to go back, but i will, because i ‘have to’.
Crawl out of this skin. thats what i keep thinking. wishing. crawl out of this skin. be the air. be nothing. be everything. No more pain. no more nights like tonight. everything spinning while the poison is spreading. I hate this. so much. why cant it just end. these feelings. just like that? I miss people. times. i miss ‘back when’
Eyes are silent killers and they play tricks on the mind. pulsating fingers, they are, and i can feel them, like fireants, scuttling around, pulling on the wires and turning the world into a kalideiscope. i cant fear the inevitable any longer though, for it is inevitable. and this thought brings with it a type of comfort, i will not lie, though this gentle hum is only a fragile lace around...
We spin until we vomit, and yet, there has been no other day where the sun has smelt this perfect. a strange, alluring scent, like oils mixed with petals and chills and spices. the dirt is everywhere, under out nails and in our hair, like all of these shadows. But we trek on, we have to, carying the sodden demons, slung over out shoulders. an old coat. a new jacket. either or, we all bleed the...
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Ingredients (use vegan versions): 1 frozen (2 layer) vegan pie shell or fresh dough 1 to 2 potatoes, chopped 3 medium carrots, chopped variety of veggies, chopped (green beans, zucchini, mushrooms, etc.) 2 to 3 cups veggie broth garlic powder, to taste cumin, to taste tarragon, to…
November 2011
